In het gras

Ik ben al dagen onderweg en nog steeds niet thuis
ik dwaalde rond van herfst naar winters weer
en wilde weer de warmte van een huis
en ik rechtte mijn schouders telkens
als het me te zwaar viel
en ik viel achterover in het gras
achterover in het gras

en nacht werd dag en dag werd nacht
dat vond ik echt zo goed bedacht
ik wachtte af, verwachtte dat
de pijn van nergens thuis te zijn
een klein beetje werd verzacht
terwijl ik daar lag in het gras
alsof ik dacht dat dat genas
als ik mijn zorgen hier vergat
een klein huisje in m'n hart vond
en er verder niet bij stil stond
dat ik er eigenlijk niet omheen kon
of kan

want ik viel achterover in het gras
en zag wat het belangrijkste was
m'n leven draait als dag en nacht
was dat niet wat zo prachtig was

oooh, hmm, oooh

licht werd donker en weer licht,
dat vond ik echt zo'n mooi gezicht
en keer op keer op keer weer hoopte ik dat
dat dan het gewicht een klein beetje kon verlichten
want ik wilde wat ik miste niet echt missen
wat ik voelde niet echt voelen maar ik wist dat
ik me vergiste als ik dacht dat ik daar liggend in het gras
ineens een beter leven had
en ik heb zo lang gedacht dat de dagen simpel waren
als ik steentjes raapte waar ik kon
totdat het me te zwaar werd en dan leegde ik
m'n zakken ik vergat waarmee ik zat
dat was totdat ik me bedacht dat als je al je tranen inslikt op een dag....

Tekst van Eefje de Visser.

Show me some skin

and you'll know it is me

Naakt door het leven

Ik heb de gigantisch grote neiging om ál mijn winterkleding uit het raam te flikkeren

en te gaan voor de blote benen en vrije tenen en lading sproeten.

Of nog beter zelfs, we gaan voortaan naakt door het leven.

Nachtenlang drinken, lachen en liefde maken bij het warme vuur. Nachtenlang neuken met sexgoden en godinnen tot we wakker worden in het vochtige gras.

Allen die voor stemt, zeg AYE!

Edge of the world

I once stood on the edge of the world

this could take for hours or seconds

till I fell.

Into the air, the amount of space was

comforting me. I took my last breath

and landed.

I fell into a white world of air.

BIG FISH

If you put a fish in a small bowl it'll remain small.

But when you place it in a large environment it will grow bigger.

As it is in life.

Met andere woorden, ga niet in een te groot huis wonen,

anders wordt je een dikke vette goudvis!

Saint Lente

I know a Saint

Not by name,

by reputation.

She's called Lente

Saint Lente..

Fire 'till the end

Heartache takes me to town

This could be a problem

It looks like I'm falling

Heartache takes me to town

I was standing so long

But never skip a beat

City is burning, burning by night yeah

I got this feeling again

City is burning and it's burning by night

Fire 'till the end

There's silence in between

But silence can deceive

Beware of your dreams

They may kill you in your sleep
The music lays you down

But never, never skip a beat

City is burning, burning by night yeah

I got this feeling again

City is burning and it's burning by night

Fire 'till the end

I got this feeling again

feeling again

Fire 'till the end

This is a part of a songlyrics from the dutch band called'the Medics'

I've heard of them lots of times before, and to lazy to listen to them.

It was untill I met the singer, took his dog for a walk, almost got killed while doing that ánd learned that he likes to convince people to moon, I really took the time to listen at it.

As you may know, I specialy listen to the lyrics that's about 50% of the song for me. In this case, I like both. HURRAY!

Speaking of wich, I'll rest my case.

Dangerous beauty

My one eyed friend

lost it in the rain made by men

lives like a true pirate

day by day

Fireworks, ow beautiful rain of colors

fireworks, I curse your dangerous

Dangerous rain of beauty

My one eyed friend

you troubled haunted ghost

I would give my eyes but not my heart

to feed your desire

Fireworks, ow beautiful rain of colors

fireworks, I curse your dangerous beauty

Dangerous rain of colors

The only thing you see is black

If even the devil stood before you

doesn't matter, his heart is black

I can imagine, you want your

eye back!

Give me the eye of the future

give me the eye that looks so bright

Give me the eye, give me the eye

Give me the eye, give the eye to me

One day, my one eyed friend

We'll catch those bastards

we'll thread them on your hook

and make them pay for the hole

where ones was your eye.

Fireworks, ow beautiful rain of colors

fireworks, I curse your dangerous beauty

Dangerous beauty
one day, you know, you see more than before.

Black featered raven

Black feathered raven,

symbol of doom

symbol of death

Where were you when I tried

to fight the demons in my head

Where were you when they came to haunt me

they haunt me, for good

Till I gave up life, I dug my own grave in the mud

Black feathered raven,

symbol of hate

symbol of horror

where were you when I needed

the help of a sinner

Where were you when they came to put me down,

to put me down, for good.

Till my grave opened up, now I'm 6 feet underground.

At the table we played games

all together with no face

Headless body's seems so vague

but they talk and still complain

At the table we played games

all together with no face

Headless body's seems so vague

but they talk and still complain

Black feathered raven,

symbol of shame

symbol of dirt

Where were you when I wanted

the darkness of your heart

Where were you when I wanted to tell

'your claws make it seem you're in pain

it seems like you're in pain for good

Pain of life and death, it's al the same'

Stop complaining and put me down for good.

Song of the day

You, you break my heart

you, tear me up, in so many parts

one part for you and one for me

that is how it ought to be

you, you know my sins

you know that I will do them again

I do one for you and one for me

that is how it ought to be

You struck me.

That is why I'm standin' here

you are everything I fear

Since you're gone our house has changed

I just wanna get out of here

Thanks honey bee

NYC

I totally forgot to tell you that I went to NEW YORK CITY! :)

For 6 days me and my mom shopped till we dropped in the most

busiest, nicest, most famous city of the world.

5th avenue, Central Park, Ground Zero, Soho, we've seen it all and I loved it.

As a real tourist I had my giant/heavy camera with me and took some pictures of course. Not a lot actually, to be honest, I hate it to feel like a tourist.

But here are some of those pictures.

If I feel like it I will take some good pictures of the stuff I bought there, you HAVE to see it.

Swallow the moon

Swallow the moon

let the light shine trough your raven hair.

Swallow your pride

and feel the desire pump trough your veins

Tongues fall dry, lips stay shut

ears keep secrets and eyes been put

to death

the real identity of life is witch I can't tell you

cause my purpice is the secret between hope and failure

Saints lost their faith today

beggers lost their hope

killers rip the bones of those who don't talk at all

Death, oh death

can you help me trough this retreat

Death, oh oh death

lay me between your sheets

I feel so alive and so dead

Come to the river and wash the blood away

squeez your livers and hang them to dry

Your eyes have no stars anymore.

you've lost them in the flood.

Keep them together, in pairs, and I will love them both.

Then swallow your heart

let nothing trough the fence we build.

Together we made a cel

it is still your only shield

Death, oh death

Death, oh oh death

I feel so alive and so dead..

It just came out this way, and because I haven't posted anything lately, I thought, hey! Let's do that.

No one's gonna love you

It's looking like a limb torn off

Or altogether just taken apart

We're reeling through an endless fall

We are the ever-living ghost of what once was

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do

No one's gonna love you more than I do

And anything to make you smile

It is my better side of you to admire

But they should never take so long

Just to be over then back to another one

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do

No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone,

they could have warned you

When things start splitting at the seams and now

The whole thing's tumbling down

Things start splitting at the seams and now

If things start splitting at the seams and now

it's tumbling down

Hard

Anything to make you smile

You are the ever-living ghost of what once was

I never want to hear you say

That you'd be better of

Or you like it that way

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do

No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone,

they could have warned you

When things start splitting at the seams and now

The whole thing's tumbling down

Things start splitting at the seams and now

If things start splitting at the seams and now

it's tumbling down

..

Hard

You shot me without hesitation

Your playground is my battlefield

I aim to find a sign of love in your slick talks.

If I am your playground then you're a deceiver

who swindles my thoughts with eyes that mock

Changing subjects for the better

denying me for the worse

Go ahead my dear, you can shoot me now

Didn't mean to force

This situation is an outrage

you could be the devil himself

So go ahead and shoot me my dear

my faith lays in your hands.

My mind is filled with trash you gave me

need a truck to free my head and clear my slave.

without even knowing, I dug a hole

that turns out te be my own grave

You shot me down with mindbullets

bullets made for these kind of situations

Now I'm sure you have shot me with

my own love that has been denied.

You shot me down without any hesitastion

you just shot me down

without any hesitation..

Finally! It came out, after two weeks of a writers block, there it is again. :) thank god!

Two devils, one on each shoulder

Words pop up like kisses

do with alcohol

I sing them so soft,

they hardly come across

Just listen back to some

words from the past

So shocked to find them

in a perfect place

Two devils, one on each shoulder

Two devils talk in my sleep

Two devils making certain

That I will never lose that need

Everyday I get more cynical

The thing I have to watch put

stones around the heart

Especially since she just

cleaned me up

The steps to better life are being made

Two devils, one on each shoulder

Two devils talk in my sleep

Two devils making certain

That I will never lose that need