Black featered raven

Black feathered raven,

symbol of doom

symbol of death

Where were you when I tried

to fight the demons in my head

Where were you when they came to haunt me

they haunt me, for good

Till I gave up life, I dug my own grave in the mud

Black feathered raven,

symbol of hate

symbol of horror

where were you when I needed

the help of a sinner

Where were you when they came to put me down,

to put me down, for good.

Till my grave opened up, now I'm 6 feet underground.

At the table we played games

all together with no face

Headless body's seems so vague

but they talk and still complain

At the table we played games

all together with no face

Headless body's seems so vague

but they talk and still complain

Black feathered raven,

symbol of shame

symbol of dirt

Where were you when I wanted

the darkness of your heart

Where were you when I wanted to tell

'your claws make it seem you're in pain

it seems like you're in pain for good

Pain of life and death, it's al the same'

Stop complaining and put me down for good.

Song of the day

You, you break my heart

you, tear me up, in so many parts

one part for you and one for me

that is how it ought to be

you, you know my sins

you know that I will do them again

I do one for you and one for me

that is how it ought to be

You struck me.

That is why I'm standin' here

you are everything I fear

Since you're gone our house has changed

I just wanna get out of here

Thanks honey bee

NYC

I totally forgot to tell you that I went to NEW YORK CITY! :)

For 6 days me and my mom shopped till we dropped in the most

busiest, nicest, most famous city of the world.

5th avenue, Central Park, Ground Zero, Soho, we've seen it all and I loved it.

As a real tourist I had my giant/heavy camera with me and took some pictures of course. Not a lot actually, to be honest, I hate it to feel like a tourist.

But here are some of those pictures.

If I feel like it I will take some good pictures of the stuff I bought there, you HAVE to see it.

Swallow the moon

Swallow the moon

let the light shine trough your raven hair.

Swallow your pride

and feel the desire pump trough your veins

Tongues fall dry, lips stay shut

ears keep secrets and eyes been put

to death

the real identity of life is witch I can't tell you

cause my purpice is the secret between hope and failure

Saints lost their faith today

beggers lost their hope

killers rip the bones of those who don't talk at all

Death, oh death

can you help me trough this retreat

Death, oh oh death

lay me between your sheets

I feel so alive and so dead

Come to the river and wash the blood away

squeez your livers and hang them to dry

Your eyes have no stars anymore.

you've lost them in the flood.

Keep them together, in pairs, and I will love them both.

Then swallow your heart

let nothing trough the fence we build.

Together we made a cel

it is still your only shield

Death, oh death

Death, oh oh death

I feel so alive and so dead..

It just came out this way, and because I haven't posted anything lately, I thought, hey! Let's do that.

No one's gonna love you

It's looking like a limb torn off

Or altogether just taken apart

We're reeling through an endless fall

We are the ever-living ghost of what once was

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do

No one's gonna love you more than I do

And anything to make you smile

It is my better side of you to admire

But they should never take so long

Just to be over then back to another one

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do

No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone,

they could have warned you

When things start splitting at the seams and now

The whole thing's tumbling down

Things start splitting at the seams and now

If things start splitting at the seams and now

it's tumbling down

Hard

Anything to make you smile

You are the ever-living ghost of what once was

I never want to hear you say

That you'd be better of

Or you like it that way

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do

No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone,

they could have warned you

When things start splitting at the seams and now

The whole thing's tumbling down

Things start splitting at the seams and now

If things start splitting at the seams and now

it's tumbling down

..

Hard

You shot me without hesitation

Your playground is my battlefield

I aim to find a sign of love in your slick talks.

If I am your playground then you're a deceiver

who swindles my thoughts with eyes that mock

Changing subjects for the better

denying me for the worse

Go ahead my dear, you can shoot me now

Didn't mean to force

This situation is an outrage

you could be the devil himself

So go ahead and shoot me my dear

my faith lays in your hands.

My mind is filled with trash you gave me

need a truck to free my head and clear my slave.

without even knowing, I dug a hole

that turns out te be my own grave

You shot me down with mindbullets

bullets made for these kind of situations

Now I'm sure you have shot me with

my own love that has been denied.

You shot me down without any hesitastion

you just shot me down

without any hesitation..

Finally! It came out, after two weeks of a writers block, there it is again. :) thank god!

Two devils, one on each shoulder

Words pop up like kisses

do with alcohol

I sing them so soft,

they hardly come across

Just listen back to some

words from the past

So shocked to find them

in a perfect place

Two devils, one on each shoulder

Two devils talk in my sleep

Two devils making certain

That I will never lose that need

Everyday I get more cynical

The thing I have to watch put

stones around the heart

Especially since she just

cleaned me up

The steps to better life are being made

Two devils, one on each shoulder

Two devils talk in my sleep

Two devils making certain

That I will never lose that need

Though I am young

Though I am young, and cannot tell

Either what Death or Love is well,

Yet I have heard they both bear darts,

And both do aim at human hearts.

And then again, I have been told

Love wounds with heat, as Death with cold

So that I fear they do but bring

Extremes to touch, and mean one thing.

As in a ruin we it call

One thing to be blown up, or fall;

Or to our end like way may have

By a flash of lightning, or a wave;

So Love’s inflamèd shaft or brand

May kill as soon as Death’s cold hand

Except Love’s fires the virtue have

To fight the frost out of the grave.

Hoipiepeloi

Made some pictures of uninteresting stuff that I own. '

I made a lot a lot a lot.

But did'nt feel like it to edit them and blabla, '

takes to looong.

I find these pictures kinda cute so tadaaa.

This is all you gonna get today.

Toedeloe!

Goddamn!

Goddamn!

Completing every second

with words made out of actions

fighting with demons

who can't hold me from this attraction

Goddamn!

Lost track of time

...

Goddamn!

this feels so fine.

Don't shoot..

Furfilling a dream is'nt all worth it,

don't break a porcelain heart.

so take, take a step back and look at him from a distance.

and let the dream unpacked..

THE PIANO PLAYER.

Still the same maar dan anders

How unbelievable is this!!

A very talented photographer chose some people who she would like to photograph on the same way as they did 20, 30, 40 years ago. Like!

Miracle worker

Please be kind, when you murder me tonight

I've been up all night
no will to fight
the demons in my head
so please be kind
when you murder me tonight

I've been up all day
no will to stay
in this hellhole called home
so please be kind
when you murder me tonight

Don't feel any rest in my soul
don't have a single place to go to
Drivin' from town to town
help me swim or else I will drown

Crawlin'on the floor
on my way to the door
I want to get out!
I need to get out!
Help me get out!

I've been up all week
desperately seek'in
for a place I feel save
so please be kind, so please be kind,
please be kind
when you murder me tonight

Crawlin' on the floor
my throat feels sore of screaming
I want to get out!
I need to get out!
I need to get out!
Help me get out, this life!

I've been up al night
no will to fight
the demons in my head
so please be kind, please be kind
when you murder me tonight.

Weak flesh part deux